if you find out please share!

I've had friends and the relationships seemed close we shared a lot, talked on the phone all the time, etc... and then... they found a significant other, a different interest, or just got busy. i have an empty life, and so those relationships that meant the world to me, were just a tiny blip in their busy schedule. tonight the weekend stretches out in front of me, two days of nothing at all, possibly the grand total of an hour of human phone contact.

there's something about me that's disposable it seems