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Old Jul 30, 2010, 11:59 PM
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Originally Posted by nycgurl View Post
Last night was a bad night for me. Typically when things get bad I go into awful rages. And last night I just did not want to go down that path. So instead I drank and took some pills. Just enough to calm me down. I know it's a dangerous mix. It's my way of being safely self-destructive. Oxymoron I know.
I am a mess. I am barely hanging on. I wish there was an easier way to communicate with the people on here. I have not figured it out yet. Good news...I made it through another day.


Right there with you. I drank and took some pills today too. Not enough to hurt me. The sadness is deep. Sending you hugs. I hope we both feel better soon.
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost