Soo...this is a hard situation.
I can only go to one professional school 'cause it's the only one in the state that offers my program. My boyfriend really likes this other school we went to for our undergraduate year. Let's call the school that has my program school A (south) and the school he likes school B (north). Both A and B offer his programs, but he likes the school B better 'cause of their atmosphere and their reputation. I'm stuck at school A. We both agree we can't do long distance relationship. But he really likes school B, so he's asking me what to do. And I told him he can only choose what makes him happy, 'cause I can't influence him on this. If I was able to go to school B, I would have. When we both thought he was going to this other different school, and I was still working to get in the program I wanted, I was gonna go with him to his school and work there while I study to get in a school near there. And when he didn't get in, I canceled my plan to go to a school near him to take their online classes so I can be in the same town with him this year instead. Now that I can only possibly go to school A, he can't decide between me or school B. And I feel bad that he's in this place where he has to choose like that. It's not fair for him. But at the same time, I have this sinking feeling that he's gonna choose school B and leave me. I want to see it in the positive side, I really do, I try to tell myself, he's doing what makes him happy and then when he leaves me, then I'll know that I'm not the one for him. So why do I feel sad? why do I feel selfish for hoping in my mind that maybe he'll choose school A? What would you do in my situation? He's asking me to be with him up in school B, does that mean he's asking me to not do my program? But then how am I gonna become a professional and support my mom and my sister? I asked him if he's asking me to do that and he says no 'cause that would be selfish. So what do I do?