I have not been able to work for 2 weeks now. I just can't seem to move. I guess it took me awhile to see that maybe this is a major depressive episode because I don't feel anything. I just want to sleep. I think it's a combination of a couple things.
My nephew committed suicide last month. It was terrible.
My family sometimes seems to be trying to shove us into financial ruin. The latest fiasco being a 600 phone bill that literally blew my mind.
My kids let one of my pets get loose and we have yet to find him.

Ok, so effexor isn't cutting the mustard. This will be the third major depression I've suffered in my life. This one is different. I'm not crying all the time, I don't feel suicidal, I just don't feel anything.