Thanks Young Pilot, I too would love to carry on the conversation if you want to talk, you can pm me on here if its easier. Im sorry too, it was Lost and Lonely's thread, your right , we dont want to hijack it. I have alot of sympathy for Lost and Lonely, I miss someone very mmuch i was very close to also, its not the same as her situation but there are some similiarities, Lost and Lonely Im so sorry your going through this!! I wish i had words to make it easier for you, Hang in there, You are not unlovable! Its something going on with him, your a beautiful person. Please take care of yourself.