[quote=Angelfire093x; I guess my question is, how do I get help when these issues stand in my way? Thanks for any comments or ideas you may have.[/quote]

I would suggest writing a letter for your mom, so you could let her know what's going on and she has time to take it in before reacting to a face to face conversation. You may even want to see a school counselor. Sorry no one responded to this and feel free to post in the BP forum because it gets viewed more often.