Stormy,

Despite the "common knowledge" propagated by the AA cult propaganda mill, most people do in fact quit abusing substances and alcohol ,on their own, when they conclude that they induce more harm than pleasure. There are other approaches than the mind control surrender defeatist one used by 12-step organizations and evidence that the suicide rate is increased by the let down when the AA approach fails, as it does for at least the 95% of people who don't last through a year of meetings. If you look at my previous posts on this forum you can find many links to alternatives. I hope some day soon all the alternative links will be put on the links page of this site.

Regarding other problems you may have that you have tried to numb with drinking, you may do well to seek help though legitimate mental healthcare sources.

Luv ya babe~Hugz~Down