Yesterday we helped my son get his first car. We were so happy for him he is finely getting what we wanted for him after all those years of us fighting for just any type of break from the abuse in our life. Now that we are only a small part of his life he finely has one. We are to in a way. We now have a few people that are letting us be with them safely but we still are griving for all these years that we tried to get help and all we got was more abuse for being different. The coyotes in our life we love'em but are so mad at them at times for not hearing us. trust was broken because they had believed in the lies of others. We have no problem trusting them when they are near us to keep us safe but What about when non of the good guys around? Tired and Confused  We have lived with what if's for so long it sucks. We even told Willow Warroir that it does pay to act like Budda for when we are not in the moment the past and future is so hard to let go of.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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