I just have a hard time accepting someting is wrong. I think that is because I never really know how I exactly feel. So its really hard to say whats causing what or why. If that makes sense, and I know Im way of subjec now so I apologize.

I understand your thought of going through the closet, just most of the stuff in there doesnt fit me. Its not really clothes that I buy anyhow so I dunno.

It sucks..I just want to be well although Im not unwell. Im sorry I just I dunno...I give up.

Im sorry for bringin you all down.