Dexter...I feel for you and know a lot of what you speak of. I have had "friends" tell me they are praying for me and my medical issues and cash issues then tell me about a trip they have booked and about the new car they just got (I am gonna use one person here) they own a business and cannot beleive my gas company shut my heat off.....but didn't do a thing to help...just flapped their lips. Oh and worried when my phone gets shut off how THEY will be able to reach me (for support for them).....I could blow my brains out tomorrow and frankly nobody would care or know unless THEY had a problem. Add to this I contacted so many agencies for help and got zip......I sleep now...its my best friend