Myers, many times in your posts, you tell us what you cannot do. This thread is no different.

That your wife goes looking for you when give in to an impulse seems to confirm that you are capable of making at least one person happy.

I do not view you as inferior. You have a status that at the present time you are incapable of changing. What I find interesting is how you talk about slander and irritation while acknowledging you "will never experience emotion as experienced by the general human race."

You say you accept your status. I am not so sure. Perhaps it is the challenge of proving people wrong that motivates you? Perhaps your wife and children are the beneficiaries of a challenge?