Googley have you always been depressed? Maybe this is just a reoccuring feeling and you have to keep this in mind. Depression will come, depression will go.

Hell, I'm not doing anything and I feel low. I have absolutely nothing that is stressing me out. And yet...

Yeah, it's just me. It's me, its our brain chemistry ****ing with us telling us the whole bloody damned world is coming to an end.

I read DC comics Googley and in particular, I read Green Lantern comics. There is a corps of lanterns called the Blue Lantern Corps. They have an oath that goes something like this:

"In fearful day, in raging night,
With strong hearts full, our souls ignite,
When all seems lost in the War of Light,
Look to the stars-- For hope burns bright!”


Hope is a very important thing when one suffers from Depression I think, for depression is the very thing that darkens our outlook on life and urges us to not have hope. To give up.

Yesterday, i saw Survivorman with Les Stroud. He got dropped off from a helicopter on the top of a mountain in the middle of no where. I said to myself "haha I'd give up right then and there when the helicoptor left instead of trying to survive." and then I realized it was my depression talking to me. This is a perfect example of what depression does to us. It saps us of our zest for life and our will to live, to strive and keep our morale up.