Sorry things are so frustrating right now. I get that feeling with projects too. Like when I need to clean the chinchilla cage, but it seems too huge and overwhelming to even start, so I sit and procrastinate and it gets bigger and more looming until I just grab a trash bag and march myself into there. Then I'll be halfway through and think, "That wasn't so hard." Key is just that first step. Think about one thing at a time. Seriously. "I am going to wash this fork." Don't even get as far as "I am going to wash the dishes," let alone the entire kitchen.