(((((((((((monty)))))))))))))
i'm late (AGAIN!) but i think your brother knows how much you care about him. i know you feel bad about not being there but i think the important thing is that, like kimmy says, you've been there for him at all the right times. he knows you would be there if you could and that you will be thinking of him. he wants you to take care of yourself too...after all it would be harder for you to be there for him if you are not feeling healthy and whole so you have to take care of you first. for what it's worth, i think you're an excellent sister.

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