Just one more sleep and he will be back... Last week, flight was kicking in totally.. over the weekend I was all good. No need to run, just see how it all goes....
Last night and this morning, well the doubts are back ... He arrives tomorrow, should be here for a the very least a week... wants to spend all his time with me etc.
So why do I have this intense fear that he must be lying, that he is already cheating on me? The small amount of women up in the mine site that he works at are mostly married or really not that attractive.

I think the niggling thoughts at the back of my head stem from having met him online (and of course Mark grrrr)... who knows how many girls he could have actually met and still be communicating with... But his profile has been made inactive (same as mine), he tells me that he didn't met anyone else online, at least not in person.

Just needed to get all of this out of my head