Ok, just a week or two I would have given anything to have my psychiatrist and therapist see eye to eye on dx. Tuesday I found out they are now...and now I'm the one questioning it. Big time! I thinks it more denial...I know I'm hypomanic based on symptoms and dr telling me that's what those symptoms are. I know anxiety of being labeled crazy if people really knew what was going on with me keeps it more internal so I don't talk about it or let it show and when it does I'm embarrassed eventhough it may be over minor things. I don't know, I don't know. Part of me believes it the other part doesn't...is this normal at first? I'm really confused about where I am at and just needed to get it out. I didn't think I'd care either way on dx but apparently I was wrong.
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