Innerzone thank you so very much. I do look at the long picture instead of trying to cope with each day. It is hard when your children know that something is wrong with you. Thank you so much for your kind words.

Lauru I'm glad your honey is home. Try to fight the urge to drink. I hope things get better for you soon.

lilred3382 I can understand your frustration and I don't blame you for being pissed off at all. Is it not something you can discuss with your mom? Wishing things will get better for you.

Denise26 It sounds like things are really bad for you right now. I wish you still had your T to talk to. I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope things work out for you so you can get your meds.