Laura: I am having the same urge but as I have no $$ and no alcohol its easy to not.. I have lain on the couch and watched tv and eaten all day (sux because Im AN too and so this binging is making me have some very much lower self esteem...)

Vj: Yeah things are bad, but they are always bad (at least for the last 10yrs or so and I'm not old...) I wish I still had my T too, thanks for keeping your fingers crossed and hope alive for me as since she is gone I have no one to do that and I am not strong enough to.

Thinker22: Thanks for the info and the hope. I know that before my T left (her last day there) she filled out some more important paper work and the disability lady told me she actually spoke to her as well. I know that my t was supposedly pulling for me hard and I know she said she told them everything about what we had talked about and that I it wasnt that I wasnt able to work but that I was incapable of sustaining work sufficient to support me and never would be for the duration of my life... I also know that my disability advocate was confident that I had a strong case the first time I talked to her. (The only time I have talked to her.)