Thanks everyone,

Today has been a hard day. One of the hardest I have faced in a while. I just want it done, but it doesn't happen like that. I am going to start moving tomorrow and just move what I can daily till most of it's moved by thursday night and then Friday will have what's left.

Am not sure about camping, my dad says that I should really go and that I will have lots of fun...alcohol will be there and that is a trigger from childhood even though I can be around people who drink but not to get drunk. And being gone for 8 days sounds like fun, but am not sure, I don't really know. I am also going to have to go 2 weeks without seeing T and that is kinda scary and have a lot of other feelings along with it.

Thanks for listening everyone
Jen