I'm with Belle and AAAAA
Blood is thicker than water and I think there may be some jealousy that he is close to his family. You are looking to replace your family with someone who puts you first and if they are not prepared to replace their family with you then they are going to pay.
You mention "falling out of love" the term "Falling in love" in itself is an indication of loss of or lack of control of ones emotions and physical sensibilities. I honestly think that a relationship should be built over time, not just jumped into and be dictated by lust and passion.
It seems that you are wanting to punish him by first hanging up on him and then thinking suicidal thoughts which would include "him being sorry for choosing to spend time with his sister over you". Suicide is the greatest expression of anger one could make, and what a waste of life it is.
Irrespective of how you feel, commonsense and sensibility dictates that you would find another man to love in the not too distant future and you will declare your love for him too and if the relationship follows the same lines you will react the same again. I urge you to realise that you cannot replace family love with romantic love, in the hope that you will look at relationships with an open mind not with a mind closed based on only what you want; his physical presence when you demand it and his complete capitulation to you as his princess.
You can become strong here and you have a chance to rebuild your own feelings based on truth and a feeling of self honesty. Give yourself a chance to learn how to love someone based on genuine feeling not just physical feeling masquerading as love.
I really hope all turns out for the best, for everyone...
Rhiannon
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Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you
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