Hi Trippin and sugahorse,
lol Trippin, don't I know that feeling of wanting to be FREEEE! Actually, you may enjoy being a flight attendant. They can be funny telling everybody how to use those flotation devices. I had a good friend that was one for over 30 years. She loved the travel. She'd go skiing in Aspen, CO, then off to Paris or England, or Atlanta or California. She moved some too depending on where her airline "base" was. But she finally married a pilot, had 2 kids and settled down. <sigh> Oh well.
Even tho I worked fulltime for 29 years before disability (many, many jobs!), I've been to sooo many places 'cause of mania. I'd just pack my bags and take off! Miami, California, Chicago, Atlanta, Memphis, and lots of just plain trips everywhere, and for the life of me don't know how I managed all that financially...I was poor! But I've been in one place now for 15 years. But ohhhh the memories!
Again, personally, I think it's the meds. I still have a yearning some days to just take off and see a new place, but mostly I'm stable and happy with my little job and my detective shows and computer!
Anyhoo, just some meanderings. I know how you feel and I wish you well!