Hey ((((((((((((((((((((((((((Jewels)))))))))))))))))))))

If this helps which I fear it won't other than we so can relate to what you are saying.

One thing that helps me when things get HarD. We go into nature, a nature place, bring a journal and see if you can get that
Heaviness out of you......It sounds like something or someone is making there presense known or are you just tired.

For what it's worth were here.... we can be here if yo tell us when, to be able to talk about stuff takes the power away, at least it does with me.

(((((((((((((Jewels))))))))))))))))))))))) were sorry you are in emotional pain.
Were going to sit beside you until you tell me to ---GO!
Because we Care!
Crew