I'm feeling my stomach turn...twisting in agony. My hands are shaky and sweaty, and my breathing is fast. Stress, tension, fright. I try to hide from it, but there's nowhere to go. No comfort for me. Why does this happen? Why me? Why now? Why ever? Can I ever just be normal and deal with my problems like everyone else? I'm scared all the time it seems. And I thought today might be a better day.