As most of you know I am having a really hard time right now. I feel like sleeping for weeks. Wish I could but still am getting painful stings from those smelly vampire bugs. I feel like I am going to loose my mind. My dishwasher backed up and leaked on my floor. I can't take all this stuff at the same time. I can't even go to group because I have a compensation appt. For VA benefits. I may go inpatient with all this stress but I have to make it through Thursday. This appointment is that important. I may even have to have the caseworker feed my cats. I am a mess and crying and falling apart.