(((( zoo )))) I wish I could give you a big hug right now. You are doing such hard work. The work that scares me to death, you are facing. You are so brave. I hope you work through the yuck with T, tell T how you're feeling about all this. I know it's hard to feel as though there's a better place on the other side....trusting those who have been through it is hard. So hard. (( HUGS ))