You know, you said you felt rage. And I think you were actually justified in feeling angry, but you suppressed it as though it was wrong to feel angry. *shakes head* you were completely justified.
I get the feeling you might not know what a healthy relationship feels like and that's why you put up with this behavior.
It's toxic. You deserve better.
*hug and luffz*
-Soph
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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