I've been trying so hard to not let ot effect me but I'm also so tired and can't sleep I tried calling my pdoc. No response yet. Told I haven't had any money to go see my tdoc. I've needed to for awhile esp after all this drama that occured recently with exes. My friend has said he will be there no matter what and he listened to me go on and on the other day. He really is a great guy and here I am slowly falling into my pit.