I'm doing my best to fight off the depression that is trying to consume me. I keep telling myself I have to stay strong for the kids. I don't have a choice. I just keep taking my meds and hoping for the best. I'm just trying to take it one day at a time. I feel so lonely right now. I have no-one to turn to talk things out. Wishing time would quit going by so slowly, it hurts so much. I miss my husband so bad. He is the only support I have and he is so far away right now. I just wish he could come home, but he has to try and find work.