Thanks Vj and you are right this too shall pass I just wish it would pass more quickly. I am considering selling my dog as I am getting to the point I cant take care of her either...

Bashfull, just take a look at our posts and you will see that is a "normal" part of the depressive side of being bipolar. I wish I had some advice for you but I am on the verge of quitting life myself right now..

Any one ever heard of "The Secret" or the "Law of Attraction"? Well why doesnt it work for death?