It sounds like you need a caseworker to help you. Have you applied for SSDI? It's the only way I can pay rent and groceries and the copays on my meds. I'm also on my state's disability insurance plan. Do you have access to any help at all? I'm sure there are some state programs you would qualify for. I'm going for an assessment today at the county mental health building to get one of their psychiatrists since my school insurance is running out and all I have left is the state plan. There has to be a county mental health department near you that deals with low/no income persons. Let me know if you would like me to do any research for you. PM me your county and state if you want me to help.