Thinker: I have applied for SSDI and am awaiting a decision. Its just now month 3 of the process. I do have an advocate who says I have a good case but in the meanwhile I am supportless. I am on meds through my local mental health office and was in therapy until my tdoc left for a better job. I have food stamps but being anorexic that is of little use to me. Being 26 and childless I do not qualify for medicade or tanf. My pdoc was supposed to have a caseworker call me yesterday but never did. So I am considering selling my dog and going in the Adult Residential Treatment center, its just so hard because I searched for so long for the perfect companion and finally have her I am loath to give her up. Plus she just happened to have the same name as my tdoc (go figure) and I miss my tdoc so much.. She was the only support I had.