Denise26 suicide is not the answer. I know it seems like the easy way out, but your life means more. I know things are bleak right now, but they will get better you just have to have a little faith. I understand you are going through alot, but you can make it through it. Just have faith in yourself, things will get better. Just ride out this wave. I know it is a rollercoaster and it seems never ending, but your life means something. I don't know what else to say but to hang in there. I'm in your corner, don't give up.