Oh Monty, it sounds bad.

I dont know about meds cos I dont take any anymore, but I would say try and stick to the correct day etc. It may well do more harm than good to mess around with what you are supposed to take and why.

It sounds to me that you have a lot going on and nerves about docs and T will only be adding to how you feel at the moment.

And I know what you mean about finding it hard to stay in the present. Ican be like that and its scary and a lonly place to be. But Im here and if you want to talk then I will listen.

Lots of cuddles from all the girls.