Thank you so much for the responses, I am having a really hard time with this. I met with T today and we talked a little bit more about it. He keeps pushing for me to tell him how I am feeling about this. I told him that the thought of ending our professonal relationship makes me sad. And that I feel like having a temper tantrum about it. I told him that I kind of put him in the catagory of a family member and just thought he was always going to be there, even though I knew that wasnt the case. I am afraid to tell him because I feel like he is going to think its transference or something. I really am truely going to miss him and I feel like I am losing my best friend. It seems so simple but I just cant say it. Nobody I know seems to get this, so I am thankful I found this forum