Splash, thanks for replying. My close male friends died (4 of them! I always had older friends.) and then my female friends all got very involved with men and set me aside. We talk on occasion but it's not the same any more. I guess I think I give the annoyed impression because the people I've sought friendships with have not reciprocated. I felt rejected. I guess those other folks have their friends already and come to think of it they really aren't my type. Maybe it's a good thing then that they did not reciprocate. So, I guess I should just move on to find people more compatible. I wasn't even trying to make any friends for a good long time. I also have OCD and hope to find those who understand. That's not always easy either. I'm disheartened but haven't given up...yet. Thanks so much for all you said. You've been very helpful. I feel like I just had therapy and that's a compliment!

I tried to make friends where I live-the apartment building. Just by talking, being friendly and saying hello, and trying to do nice things for others. They didn't seem to care. One person did but I'm afraid he has a girlfriend and I don't want to turn into the other woman. He says they are friends but I heard different.

"Things work out best for the people
Who make the best out of the way things work out."
--- Author Unknown ---