Hello Am,
It seems to me that you are distancing yourself from her so that you feel less and less; when you walk away you will no longer be in so much pain.
You sound a little peeved as well, which I think is reasonable in the situation. Only you can make the decision to stay or leave and if you feel bitterness when you think of her then that isn't a good sign.
I wish you luck with this situation,
Rhiannon
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