I know it is hard to put up with s___ from bosses and coworkers. I also know it's hard to find a job. I also know how it is to be homeless jobless and pregnant (although it was a long time ago). It was before I knew I was bipolar. I was epileptic, though. I care about you 2 and I understand. But there is one word missing here survival. Sometimes you got to let your head rule over your feelings even for a little while. It is a good idea to look for another job. I hope it helps. But in this world there's little or no help. Now if you're on assistance, you can get some help, but someone like me, no. I wish you the best. Hugs, Owl.