Not sure I am ready to talk. We'll wait at least till T is going to be around. She isn't pushing, at least I don't think she is.
But is it a good thing or bad thing that H is starting to recognize us (me)?? So confused! Was easier when no one knew anything.
Don't like this feeling of being exposed.
I'm not very confident, don't stick up for myself, suck it up, go along, etc, etc.
Scared of him taking control, which he does when I "shrink"...I hate that...he talks for me, about me with me there...that's what he did at the session today. At least T was there to re-direct to me to get me to talk.
I wish things were the way they were before we started to talk.
Crystal