I see the change in myself....even others pay attention....I don't tell them all about me and my misfortunes anymore....nothing about my dates and my life...I feel like a grown up finally.....I can hold myself back from telling everything to my friends and family to get directions from them.....I don't need that anymore.....that didn't work for years, why bother to do it again!

Thanks to you guys in PC....you are my true friends....thanks for reading my posts and responding to them....

The other day I went for a walk with my friend...I know her from childhood....she invited me over for dinner on Saturday mostly to hook me up with one of her family guy friends.....the words were at top of my tongue to tell her that I'm dating somebody and it's new and it's wonderful.....but then I stopped myself....I thought there is no need to tell her.....I don't know how it will go with Brandon and I don't want to explain anything to her....I don't need her opinion at all....She will get worry for me that I'm dating somebody from online dating site plus he's not from the same ethnic background as I am....so it's better to stay quiet.....I just told her I might be able to join them on Saturday.....Then I thought thanks to PC....thanks to my friends in PC who are supportive, who have the same pain as my, who know the pain of loneliness and not judging me over online dating.....and they are supportive and they are my friend....thanks to you guys for being there for me.....I wish I was helpful in your life as much as you are helpful in my life.....

YOU GUYS ROCK
LOVE YOU ALL
Marjan