(((((((((((((monty)))))))))))))))
yuck that sounds rough... when i stopped my meds, it was very hard for me to focus too. i could definitely see where that would make staying present difficult... add the stress to that and you've got a few great reasons to be shifting between here and elsewhere. i hope you can get this sorted out and that things go well for you at the docs. PM me anytime if there is anything i can do to help.

shadow