OCD sucks...and my OCD has gotten a lot worse than it was in the past. I went back to my old T, but with only a month of summer to spare...I have one last appointment with her next Wednesday before I head back to school.

I need to keep working on my OCD though. It's definitely interfering with my life, and I'm worried about what will happen with it at school when I start all my clinicals (I'm a nursing student, and most of my OCD stuff is about cleanliness and germs etc)...

I got really upset at T this morning and almost cried because of how ridiculous it is.

So now I have 2 options:

1) Keep trying to work at it on my own.
2) Find someone to see at school.

I think I need to do 2...but I don't want to. It was hard enough for me to go to my T in the first place, and just as hard to back to her this summer...and I really don't want to deal with someone new.

Ugh.