we can relate my friend...it is so hard being multiple. but oh so worth it when you can meet people who are the same as you and actually know where you are coming from...we will be there if you ever want to pm us...i think you know that already...we just had to say it because we see the truth so aptly like you do...isn't it good to see people who can support you and, like you, are multiple and glad that you survived?

you are doing well my friend. never let anyone tell you otherwise...