actually it's just one class in Choctaw language and culture. it starts next wednesday and i'm feeling very anxious about it. i signed up for it just for fun and to make myself get out of the house and socialize with others. i'm not as worried about getting a good grade as much as just keeping myself together and not having any major panic attacks out in public. just the idea of being in a room full of people freaks me out. i know i can do it and will feel better for it afterwards but i'm just keep thinking about it and getting more anxious. the other thing is that when i tell my friends about taking the class they all say "you'll do great" and that, for some reason, just makes me feel worse. i know they mean it as a compliment but it just adds to the pressure.