(((lostandlonely)))

You just have to jump in the deep end (I'm doing that just now and it's scary and horrible - but full of good bits too). When you are blind sided by an ex, it really takes it out of you. Everything is going along soooooo well.. and then they drop the bomb.. arrrgggghhhh !!!
Trusting yourself is harder than trusting other people. I don't trust my ability to see what is happening in relationships any more or see situations for what they are.. so you just have to have blind faith

Plus everyone here on PC os simply brilliant to pick up the pieces many times over xx