I guess I'm here, becasue I am at an end. I still feel buried and smother by this depression. So many things are trigging it now. I've just moved from home to my own place, not sure if this was a wise desion. I have not yet moved on from point where I almost killed myself 2years ago. I was even amitted into a hospital. I still feel at lost.

Why is it, everyone or excuse me, why does it "seem" people recover after this attempt of death? Because I havn't recover at all... I have no one else to talk to. I live in a strange new city to me, I know no one. Now I have relize, moving does not take you away from your problems...
I still wish I could disappear into thin air...