(((justjoanie)))

- I'm so sorry your heart is broken. Just is case you don't know, I'm Bella from Q&A. Four years ago my heart was broken also -shattered into a million pieces, so I know how you feel. I remember waking up, feeling like I was carrying a cement cinder block on my back. I questioned how I would survive. Luckily I had my girls, so I had to stay functional - basically I went into robot mode. My problem is different than yours because mine isn't resolved yet but that's a long story.
You're grieving and it's normal to feel many different emotions. Eventually it will get better I promise. You need to take care of yourself because we can't let other people steal our well being. I know it feels devastating but please don't let it ruin you. Take care of you - force yourself to eat, go for walks, talk to family/friends etc. You're going to be alright and get through this Joanie.