whoswho, good news!! Going inpatient was a huge step for you; that takes courage. Sometimes parents can be overprotective, mine were. In some ways it can hinder your progress, but on the other hand the love and support of family is priceless. In time, you may have to be more assertive with them as you find your way. College courses would be an excellent choice for you. But if that has to be put on hold, volunteering is another option; hospitals, libraries, churches or schools. You can name your days, and if one situation isn't for you, just try someplace else. What's nice is no strings attached. So happy you're feeling better. You're going to make it. If I could crawl out of that deep hole I was in, I know you can too. Don't be discouraged, it takes time. Also, please know that after I returned to the real world in my twenties, my anxieties never returned to the extent where I isolated myself again, and I'm in my 60's now and retired. I learned you have to fight to stay well. And believe me no one is a bigger coward than me. But you have to feel the fear and do it anyway - this was my inspiration and changed my life. Sending good wishes and hugs your way. I care about you.