Your story brought tears into my eyes.....I want you to know how deeply I feel for you.....This is horrible.....can't believe still in 21st century, these types of stupid stuff is happening....hate it so much....

You are very young....very young....now a days, people get married after 40...don't worry....you have three beautiful kids....and you sound a wonderful father to them....so....get out of this situation.....set yourself free....you have rights to do so....you have right to have that feeling of love....it feels like your wife has even forced herself on you, that's not fair either....probably, it would be good for her too, to figure out her life.....to understand that she has to do something for her life....

Again, set yourself free and find that special person in your life....It's so wonderful to have love.....It's so wonderful to get connected with another human being....It may take you a while to find that special person, but you are very young and you have lots of time to figure out....

set yourself free
with love
Marjan