 Thank you all for letting us know again that we are not the only ones that feel this way. The insiders are calming down but it sucks when you look at some one and they ask you a question and have to start asking which alter would you like the answer from. And Oh Ya! please leave my bio- family out of the picture unless you got a barf bag for us.
We are still dealing with the fact that we do not remember our abusers but we can remember the majority of our daily lives. Ask us for a basic time line for the last 10 years we can give it to you minise the server abusers in our past that those alters have yet to heal from.
Willow asked if these people would ever find justice in todays world? We told him probally not maybe by karma and the fate of the after life but not here after all how many of the people that I/we are really afraid of would you believe would only gain pleasure from our pain?
1. we need physcale proof- due to tramaitc amnesia that will not happen and those that know about it act like we deserve it. so there is little to no hope on that score.
2. someone has to believe in you to give you the streangth to go againts that have not only hurt your body but your mind and soul.
So no because of how we were able to survive our childhood of server abuse it is not going to happen any time soon.
Life for a Mutilply as usally just wished we had a way around it when everyone on the inside is going off in their own direction and we still have to live in todays world.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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