I'm a meth addict, that's no secret. I used to use to have fun and loosen up but I no longer use for those reasons. One of the major reasons I still use is because it helps me lose weight. I've lost 15 pounds in the last month. I'll go between one and three days without eating anything at all and then I'll eat one meal and go again without eating for awhile. During this time of going without food, I drink water or gatoraide or sometimes a sweet soda. I usually always end up dehydrated (urine is dark yellow) and in bed sick for a day. During that day I do not use, I just rebuild my strength and start over the next day. So basically I go usually three days on dope without food and then one day off dope where I eat and drink fluids and rest up so I can start over the next day. I know this is not healthy, but dieting just wasn't working for me at all and I knew this would work. What do you think? Eating disorder mixed with my drug addiction or just plain addiction? I don't want to use anymore, I really don't. But I'd rather be physically fit than how I was looking.